F**k

fuck,this is the only word i can think and to describe my feeling now..

still,whenever i feel unhappy i will visit the blogspot and write something..

because it will keep my feeling secretly and not to let someone i dont want to let knows.

fuck again,hate the feeling to be cheated,the feeling is fucking terrible and miserable!

i cant sleep last night as i think you will not be honest with me at that time.maybe is due to

i know you more than yourself.

to be cheated always make me sad and cry,i almost realize i am not a human anymore.crazy.fuck.

sorry for the word "fuck" is being written so many time.

to tian hua

LOL..hua,i just play play nia la..

as that time i was so bored and found nothing to write..

but these thing flow though my mind and then i just wrote it down lo..

haha..

i have grown up

i have grown up to another complicated way of thinking..

i started felt suspicious of what is on people's mind who is around me..

when they talked to me,i believed that they are not suppose to make friend with me..

unfortunately,in my mind,they are just going to take some benefits on me..

i had this way of thinking after i participated the amway business..

they taught amway distributor to be more positive and courteous but these thing

are only a fake infront of me..

i will never going this way to be so hypocritical..

but,instead,girls let me felt like so..

they are only a creature which is able to leech your blood but they are not going back

to you after they have finished leeching..

and they will be coming back to you after they hungry again..

it is a different with my kinkin!

all girls are wearing their mask!

i will tear down it all of you!haha..

desirous

the time was passing so fast for me...

i have not enough time to remember what has been happening..

and who has been leaving from my side..

in these few days,i suddenly has a thought to own a camera..

to help me seize every moment with my dear friend and every moment i would treasure..

but i can't afford a not excellent but good camera..

it costs me about RM900..is it worth the price?

i really need a camera as there is no much time for me to gather with my friends..

trying to cheer up myself

only song comprehend my feeling,there is nothing else is better than listening to song now..

a lyris of a song,it depends on how you are understanding,it could be any meaning when you

are with what mood..

and the other else for me to do is playing game..

it helps me to pay all my attention in the game,regardless of what has happened to me..

there is still one thing to do is make a blog to share your feeling with your friends who is far away

from you..

i received their concern although they are busy..it was toughing me..

thanks my friends,i will recover myself as soon as possible..

as i am always a boy with happiness in their mind..haha..

ya..i always do..looi..i will challenge you to find a girl friend in three month!watch out!haha..

sure,hui jie surely will not agree with what i have been saying..

but love doesnt always harmful..it depends on who is your couple..

sometimes it helps you to work hard in your academic..

it really works for me..hehe..here is some message for you guy..

my friends..miss you all..to we havent gathered for a long time..

the happiness with you all never dissappear although you guys are not here..

looi:grow your muscle successfully..find someone who really love you..take good care of you..human need concern from others whenever..no one will live better without concern

..no matter how strong your mind is..

hui jie:dont be too stressed,i hoped you do remembered what i have told you that "stressed" is a word which reversed from word "desserts"..sometimes relax yourself you will get more efficiency in either working or academic..

tze chi:幸福快乐,i think these words are really suitable in you..and you really need it..

wishes you will find it sooner..also find someone who really love you..

tiong:you seem like the one most happiest in friends who have gone to foreign country..

hope you will make a great achievement in your courses..as i could see you are work

very hard in it..if you get married,please inform me..i would like see who is the lucky one..haha..

cheng:nothing to say with you,but there is still something..maybe you really can join the taiwan

gossip programme as you are good gossip..

a letter i write with tear..

trying to cheer up myself

低调

张栋梁 - 低调

作词：管启源　 作曲：柯贵民

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嬉笑 打闹 拥抱 留下了那么多开心合照

互相取暖依靠 熬过了最低潮

一起生活 也一起埋怨过 走过最好与最糟

我在心里想的不用说明 你知道

晨昏日夜颠倒 这房子突然没从前热闹

散落一地微笑 没有人去打扫

感情很微妙 再多付出也好 再多关心都徒劳

爱从来就没有固定的轨道

它最后停在哪里谁知道

我的难过是如此低调

因为不想打扰 我在寂寞的墙角

努力的对自己好 你用微笑回报

朋友或情人不重要

我的悲伤是如此低调

傻子才会哭闹 就算你发现也好

我想你一定会选择 假装不知道

只怕我自己的掩饰不够好

晨昏日夜颠倒 这房子突然没从前热闹

散落一地微笑 没有人去打扫

感情很微妙 再多付出也好 再多关心都徒劳

爱从来就没有固定的轨道

它最后停在哪里谁知道

我的难过是如此低调

因为不想打扰 我在寂寞的墙角

努力的对自己好 你用微笑回报

朋友或情人不重要

我的悲伤是如此低调

傻子才会哭闹 就算你发现也好

我想你一定会选择 假装不知道

只怕我自己的掩饰不够好

我的难过是如此低调

因为不想打扰 我在寂寞的墙角

努力的对自己好 你用微笑回报

朋友或情人不重要

我的悲伤是如此低调

傻子才会哭闹 就算你发现也好

我想你一定会选择 假装不知道

难到是我对我自己不够 好

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