F**k

fuck,this is the only word i can think and to describe my feeling now..

still,whenever i feel unhappy i will visit the blogspot and write something..

because it will keep my feeling secretly and not to let someone i dont want to let knows.

fuck again,hate the feeling to be cheated,the feeling is fucking terrible and miserable!

i cant sleep last night as i think you will not be honest with me at that time.maybe is due to

i know you more than yourself.

to be cheated always make me sad and cry,i almost realize i am not a human anymore.crazy.fuck.

sorry for the word "fuck" is being written so many time.