desirous

the time was passing so fast for me...

i have not enough time to remember what has been happening..

and who has been leaving from my side..

in these few days,i suddenly has a thought to own a camera..

to help me seize every moment with my dear friend and every moment i would treasure..

but i can't afford a not excellent but good camera..

it costs me about RM900..is it worth the price?

i really need a camera as there is no much time for me to gather with my friends..

trying to cheer up myself

only song comprehend my feeling,there is nothing else is better than listening to song now..

a lyris of a song,it depends on how you are understanding,it could be any meaning when you

are with what mood..

and the other else for me to do is playing game..

it helps me to pay all my attention in the game,regardless of what has happened to me..

there is still one thing to do is make a blog to share your feeling with your friends who is far away

from you..

i received their concern although they are busy..it was toughing me..

thanks my friends,i will recover myself as soon as possible..

as i am always a boy with happiness in their mind..haha..

ya..i always do..looi..i will challenge you to find a girl friend in three month!watch out!haha..

sure,hui jie surely will not agree with what i have been saying..

but love doesnt always harmful..it depends on who is your couple..

sometimes it helps you to work hard in your academic..

it really works for me..hehe..here is some message for you guy..

my friends..miss you all..to we havent gathered for a long time..

the happiness with you all never dissappear although you guys are not here..

looi:grow your muscle successfully..find someone who really love you..take good care of you..human need concern from others whenever..no one will live better without concern

..no matter how strong your mind is..

hui jie:dont be too stressed,i hoped you do remembered what i have told you that "stressed" is a word which reversed from word "desserts"..sometimes relax yourself you will get more efficiency in either working or academic..

tze chi:幸福快乐,i think these words are really suitable in you..and you really need it..

wishes you will find it sooner..also find someone who really love you..

tiong:you seem like the one most happiest in friends who have gone to foreign country..

hope you will make a great achievement in your courses..as i could see you are work

very hard in it..if you get married,please inform me..i would like see who is the lucky one..haha..

cheng:nothing to say with you,but there is still something..maybe you really can join the taiwan

gossip programme as you are good gossip..

a letter i write with tear..

trying to cheer up myself

低调

张栋梁 - 低调

作词：管启源　 作曲：柯贵民

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嬉笑 打闹 拥抱 留下了那么多开心合照

互相取暖依靠 熬过了最低潮

一起生活 也一起埋怨过 走过最好与最糟

我在心里想的不用说明 你知道

晨昏日夜颠倒 这房子突然没从前热闹

散落一地微笑 没有人去打扫

感情很微妙 再多付出也好 再多关心都徒劳

爱从来就没有固定的轨道

它最后停在哪里谁知道

我的难过是如此低调

因为不想打扰 我在寂寞的墙角

努力的对自己好 你用微笑回报

朋友或情人不重要

我的悲伤是如此低调

傻子才会哭闹 就算你发现也好

我想你一定会选择 假装不知道

只怕我自己的掩饰不够好

晨昏日夜颠倒 这房子突然没从前热闹

散落一地微笑 没有人去打扫

感情很微妙 再多付出也好 再多关心都徒劳

爱从来就没有固定的轨道

它最后停在哪里谁知道

我的难过是如此低调

因为不想打扰 我在寂寞的墙角

努力的对自己好 你用微笑回报

朋友或情人不重要

我的悲伤是如此低调

傻子才会哭闹 就算你发现也好

我想你一定会选择 假装不知道

只怕我自己的掩饰不够好

我的难过是如此低调

因为不想打扰 我在寂寞的墙角

努力的对自己好 你用微笑回报

朋友或情人不重要

我的悲伤是如此低调

傻子才会哭闹 就算你发现也好

我想你一定会选择 假装不知道

难到是我对我自己不够 好

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have a nice day with chi

it was a raining day..

chi and i went to pragin mall together at about 2 pm..

she talked a lot on the way going to pragin..

all the thing..even though some flushing subject..

so i wasn't bored..

we have brought many shirt with reasonable price in the mall..

and there was a funny thing that i had ever heard..

that chi has forgotten to bring her purse..haha..that's absolutely hilarious..

i gave chi a giorano t-shirt as a belated birthday present..

and i have brought a singlet as this is the purpose i go to shopping..

i took a photo while chi was in dress,that's pretty nice and good looking..

in a cute dress..it fixed chi like that clothes have been made because of tze chi..haha..

am i making a mountain out of a molehill?but it was pretty..

you should buy it if you have chance..chi..

after all of these,i have spent up my money..

we were figuring out some ATM mesin to take some money for our dinner..

it didn't work when i was using the maybank ATM by BSN card..

that's let me down for awhile,as i don't want to leave chi so early..haha..it was true..

woo..after we have found BSN ATM,i took a deep breathe..or maybe i will get caught with no money to pay the duit kopi..it did't happen luckily..

we were having our dinner in an extraordinary restaurant that decorate with romantic,

comfortable light,superb settings,these thing unite a good view of the restaurant..

we were surprised there has a bigger room inside,many table and plant..

besides,you can have you dinner in higher stair as there consist of three stair..

we have our dinner at second stair..chi sat in front of me..i was hopefully that i was another guy..

sad..

the food there was palatable and excellent,i have had a prawn macoroni..

the prawn is bigger than others and the macoroni is mixed with green curry..

my god..the taste of curry have been existing in my teeth for long time..

the less was i got not enough money to open a red wine..haiz..otherwise a wonderful meal..

after the dinner,outside was raining,there was a old man staring at us,reminded us that

there was some umbrella able to use..i took one of them..then went to my car..

chi was waiting there..

when i reached chi there,the old man took a umbrella taking care of chi come inside my car..

totally,that is a good servise and excellent restaurant..

whoa..something to say here..why so hard to convince you that i like you?

when i heard you talked about another guy's good..my heart was painful..

i know that you couldn't share you heart with me right now as there was full and no place

to offer me..but remember that i will always appear whenever you need me ya..chi..

我爱的人

我知道 故事不会 太曲折

我总会 遇见一个 什么人

陪我过 没有了 她的人生

成家立业之类的 等等

她做了她 觉得对 的选择

我只好 祝福她 真的对了

爱不到我 最想要 爱的人

谁还能要我怎样呢

我爱的人 不是我的爱人

她心里每一寸 都属于另一个人

她真幸福 幸福得真残忍

让我又爱又恨 她的爱 怎么那么深

我爱的人 她已有了爱人

从他们的眼神 说明了我不可能

每当听见 她或他说 我们

就像听见爱情 永恒的嘲笑声

她做了她 觉得对 的选择

我只好 祝福她 真的对了

爱不到我 最想要 爱的人

谁还能要我怎样呢

我爱的人 不是我的爱人

她心里每一寸 都属于另一个人

她真幸福 幸福得真残忍

让我又爱又恨 她的爱 怎么那么深

我爱的人 她已有了爱人

从他们的眼神 说明了我不可能

每当听见 她或他说 我们

就像听见爱情 永恒的嘲笑声

每当听见 她或他说 我们

就像听见爱情 永恒的嘲笑声

The strange feeling that havent come for years ago

this feeling..strange but i had before..while im sixteen..it's supposed to be..

a feeling fell in love..or others else..

some feeling like you will be lonely whenever you are not with her..

some feeling like you cant without her..

she was the only one who will make you happy..

she was the only one who will always on your mind..

she was someone special in your life..

well,i'm going to KL soon..it's time to over that girl..

stand on your own feet!